Only in Dreams

I dreamt that I was completely worthless. My Job fired me because I wasn’t performing well enough, my family disowned me, by girlfriend at the time left me I got evicted and had tons of debt. It was the worst feeling ever. I tried to resort to women, but was rejected time after time. The sinking feeling in me was heart wrenching. The fight with my mother was devastating. My last option was suicide. For some reason starting over wasn’t. My name was so tainted I couldn’t even do that. It felt like I was in the Seattle area.